Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but I won't let go
Looking at a crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do I find someone like you girl

[Chorus]
Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before I'm old
Show me what love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing lasts forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on a mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All I need is someone who makes me wanna sing
[Chorus]

Dad , this is your favorite song....this is for u

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I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky / in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give / light to the moon assuming
The moon’s going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me / You do
Favors and then rapidly / You just
Turn around and start asking me / about
Things you want back from me
I’m sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I’ll be just like you / and
Step on people like you do and / Run
Away the people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm / used to be strong
Used to be generous / but you should’ve known / That you’d
Wear out your welcome / now you see
How quiet it is / all alone / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest / I’m so
Sick of the tension / sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place / to feed your greed -
While / I find a place to rest
You try to take the best of me
Go away

Until....the time you beg for my forgiveness...
I would never , never let you go !!

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
Tonight




So now you know what i mean..too bad.
IT'S TOO LATE !!!!!!!!!

F()< |< Y0() 5+()P||) 50N0F4B1+(H!!!!

Blood has shed on 12:39 AM by Pvt. Ph0eni[X]

Damn....got scolded today over some trival matter with my mom..haiz! School's gonna be back soon...juz next week. Oh man! Look's like i am gonna be so lonely these week. If only there was someone i can talk to face-to-face..cause sometimes chatting on the net bores me...I just applied for a sniper position in a DOD clan (K@R)..hope i can get it through!!! Oh God..someone pray for me pray for me please!!!

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear
This is my December
This is my snow covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
These are my snow-covered trees
This is me pretending
This is all I need

And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the things
I said to you

And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear



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BIOGRAPHY

Yo pals ! What's up?

Hello and welcome to my blog. I wouldn't care more about my life if not because of all the eXPEcTATI0ns set on me ...haha ....alright ...down to my biography. By the way, my bio is updated per month, so keep that in mind...

Yos to all readers ! My name is Willy from SIngapore. Better Known as Phoeni[x] in Mirc, I live in a little ret dot on the world map . ( Guess where?) Singapore's quite cool but the government s***s. I was born in ( not S'pore) China in Guangdong. Quite funny actually but now i am a Singaporean . (For that Guangdong story, juz email me for it)

Right now today on 24.06.2004 , i am 14 and 7 months old ( count it as 15) I m a male ( if u dumbos dun know) and i study in this mysterious and scary place called Maris Stella High School. I am currently studying in the express stream ( quite good leh) and i love to ROCK !

I like chinese and english pop music. However , anything associated with Information Technology is still my first love. Some of my fav. subjects are history and CHinese Culture! (Cause i am a chinese....)

And the info table is up! Check it out:

1. First Name: Willy
2. Middle Name: I’d rather not say
3. Nickname(s): Eterna|,Jacka|, Phoeni[x], Will--ly(only close friends) and a new found nickname... Feathereal...what is the meaning of this word???
4. Hair Color: Black ( hope it was white)
5. Hair Style: Crew cut ( QUite relaxing)
6. Eye Color: Black (wish they were greenish blue!)
7. Height: 171 or 172, don’t know, lost track
8. Location: Small and pathetic Singapore, a red litle dot....on the world map (sorry but I’m not patriotic at all :P)
9. Age: 14
10. Birthday: 17th December 1989


FAVOURITES
1. Favourite Animal: Whales, fishes and no more......
2. Favourite Sport:Soccer , basketball, badminton
3. Favourite Colour(s): Black, brown, gray, red, dirty green...
4. Favourite Bands(s)/Singer(s): Linkin Park, Evenescene, SImple plan....
5. Favourite Friend(s) Offline: Too many to name but one special guy named Lucien Phua
6. Favourite Friend(s) Online: Too many to name too :P
7. Favourite Song(s) of the Moment: Also too many to name…
8. Favourite Movie Quote: I'll be Back…
9. Favourite Store: Borders and Kinokuniya definitely…and Popular
10. Favourite Feeling: Being successful at something, laughing, listening to rock songs and BEING HYPER is the BEST feeling ever!!!
11. Favourite Shoe: My sneakers!!!
12. What kind of personality do you like in a girl/boy?: Great sense of humour, nice to me AND my fellow friends , respectful, , faithful, honest, kind, caring, and all the usual others…

FRIENDS
1. What do you want to be when you grow up?: Dunno..
2.Do you have a best friend?: Yes, duh.
3.Who's is your best friend?: Lucien...and many others

IN THE LAST MONTH, HAVE/DID YOU...

9. Eaten an entire box of cookies?: LOL! BUt Oreos… this reminds me of a SPECIAL moment during my fren's church camp this year… :D!!! *don’t kill me Ade and Lucien*


MORE STUFF
1. Are you popular?: Dunno. Haha, leave that to the people to decide.
2. Are you good lookin?: I am a freak, that’s the bottom line.
3. What is your favorite phrase to say?: "huh?"
6. What are you doing right now?: Studying for exams!!
7. What song are you listening to?: Faint by Linkin' Park.




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